Lately I've been having really bad grades in school.

Like really, really bad.

Idk, but I think its because I am too distracted with drawing and stuff. During class I'll be doing my work, and suddenly think of something interesting and draw it out. Then I'll get in trouble and the teacher makes me put it away, thus making me forget what I was doing beforehand. My parents haven't been all that supportive either. They always take each others sides, thinking that I should not even go to school if I "don't do my work." (Which I do. >:C) My dad will ask me like everyday, "Why do you even go to school??" Its horrible, I then try and tell him that I want a good education. But it usually ends out me bawling my eyes out, about not being able to be a great student or daughter to them. Also not being able to do stuff over the weekend or anything like that.

So, from here on out, I'll probably just stop it with the drawings and Iscribble and such. I won't be on as much, but I will try to upload something every now and then on here. And besides I'm not really getting anywhere with my drawings anyway. But its going to be a tough habit I gotta break.

I hate being a procrastinator, and being forgetful. I want to try and at least show my parents I can do this without them discouraging me. I need at least a C or something without them yelling at me all the time, day and night.




This sounded a little emo or something and I'm sorry xD I just need to let my feelings out somewhere. That's all.